Friday, December 18
ROFL i just witnessed the most two faced thing ==
i love and miss you
when they bitched about them heaps.
sigh
i'm losing my fatih in fgirls ==
Wednesday, December 16
i'm annoyed :(
them
me
mum
him
him
him
==
sad sad sad people LOL. cabin4. akjskl ?
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Wednesday, December 2
okay she totally
realized that she was being a bitch
so now she's tryna cheer me up . ROFL ==. english..
Tuesday, December 1
mum raged at me
because i at alot today
she told me i looked like shit
cos all i eat is shit
fucking emphasizing the shit
she said i'm a fucking map child, well
you know what?
i rather wear myself well
that's my goal.
to not look as cheap as that. :)
troi oi.
Monday, November 23
i forgot to add
today, when i sat next to elysha for the first time in english, she said
'i forgot to say, thanks for the other day when you asked me to join in on the conversation, and when in the library, you sat with me when i was by myself'. she then told me how she felt left out, and she was happy i made her feel included. i'm glad you did, :)
it makes me smile to know i've made somebody else smile, so i'm going to keep pushing and stop being such a dick. you know, i forgot kevin's birthday today ? i actually bitched to jimmy about him today - because of his 'scat' attitude, it was so, i'm-so-much-better-than-you-because-i-went-to-utopia :(:( LOL so . ffs. i hope our belated present will make it okay :(
Monday, November 23
i just got off a quick phonecall with a big lebo birdy and lolll it was simple and made me smile. no more bagging the guy out okay? christina's going to be nice :) friends?! :)
as for the other one, no sparks, so stop confusing me ! :( gosh.
how hot was hussein in the fight says leanne and i HAHA .. troi oi, we're bad, but it's true - it's comments like that that make me miss certain things!
and lisa, that little bitch, she ever say stuff like tht to anybody, i'm so tempted to deck the whore :(:( okay that's being totally overreacting but still, grr to dumb sluts :) ok i've had enough for today! x
Saturday, November 14
i had such a long spill to a yr 10 guy thatlikes me really buddy, if u were in my year maybe we could've been something. i just feel like we're worlds apart. "i want nothing more but you want something more"aww leanne's family's so cute by the way. and her house. i want that when i'm older. :) and them ,a t school oh my =\ the below is only so, i'm always reminded! thanks kevin. really. that's what i need to do. forget about them.t hey're only sad =\
| (12:37 AM) C'est Christina: |
i'm sick of all the
immaturity, all the bitchiness
like mean girls |
| (12:37 AM) C'est Christina: |
i want to be that fat
chick
that says
why can't we just bake a cake with smiles |
| (12:40 AM) Kevin: |
Because some people need to do it
Because
they have nothing else better in their life going on |
| (12:41 AM) Kevin: |
So you just smile at them and worry about your
own life and not others  |
| (12:42 AM) C'est Christina: |
you have such a point there |
| (12:43 AM) C'est Christina: |
but it's so much easier
said than done. i have days where like, it works, i'm overpowered and feel so
little against em
and that's just dumb |
| (12:43 AM) Kevin: |
That's the thing
They have numbers
But
put them in a room alone and they have nothing |
| (12:44 AM) Kevin: |
Shame they'll never know what real friendship
is |
| (12:48 AM) C'est Christina: |
awww
you're totally
right
i guess |
| (12:48 AM) C'est Christina: |
but hey, that's their
own little version of a real friendship
that's how they work  |
| (12:50 AM) Kevin: |
Friendship? Hardly
More like a temporary
alliance |
| (12:51 AM) Kevin: |
And they'll turn on each other amazingly
quickly
|
Thursday, November 12
i'm screwing my life over aren't i!
as of this moment, i don't feel it
i wonder if i will eventually - it's expected, i feel betrayed. but at the same time, it's as if i've been able to shrug it off. it that did miraculously happen, then wow, yay. i hope so.
people are so low right
the funniest thing is when you always gave them the benefit of the doubt. and even when other people, like heaps of other people told you they were low you would stick up for 'em! it's just like with her. and now i'm seeing the big fat irony of the two HAHAHA omg =/
Friday, November 6
haha, no idea what i'm on about anymore. it's funny, even when i'm not looking for trouble, i hear and hear
anyway. on a lighter note. sometimes it takes the wrong people to make you appreciate the right people. i do appreciate j who's been there for me heaps and i'm feeling happy that they're moving on. she's a lovely girl so i hope it works out : ) well at least, that's what i know of so far. i don't know a lot so i should stop assuming or giving in. i'm naive as.
Friday, November 6
i have been eating pizza still. i should ban myself from pizza :@
what does it take to feel whole again ?
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